My thoughts Saturday 1st

 So is saturday the first of february. I took a day not to post. Because things going in my life. I choose not to talk about it for now. I would like my life to be. Less stressful and just to enjoy life itself. But it doesn't work that way.Always.Where are you at all. What saddens me? It's being disabled and not able drive and being. It's a huge fan of the outdoors and of taking pictures. I'll classify myself as an amateur photographer. Wanna be. I would love to go to all these places. I see that many other photographers go in the northwest and take pictures of beautiful waterfalls n b f o lakes and beautiful forest. But I can't, without somebody driving me and I have no  one to drive me. Ideally I was like a girlfriend, then we can experience the beauty and uh, uh, of these places together. Unfortunately, I don't have a girlfriend. Haven't had a girlfriend like six years. So I have to make do was the pictures.I can take the places I can go. Like I had somebody drive me to the cemetery.Where my friend is. I saw her grave. II took pictures of the grave, and then I took pictures of the beautiful buildings and ponds, what's up? Geese and ducks and those pictures turned out awesome. So that is an example of how I saw what I had to do wanted to do and combine that with picture taking. Any things you couldn't understand in this bug. F, BS I'm dictating it, not writing it, and I'm not going back to fix the mistakes. I'm sorry.

A POEM FOR GEN. X

 

Here's a rhyming poem for Gen X kids about growing up:

In the '80s we roamed, under neon lights so bright,

Gen X kids, we knew how to make the day just right.

With Walkmans strapped to our jeans, and mixtapes](https://x.com/i/grok?text=ixtapes)) in our hands,

We danced through life to the beat, across suburban lands.

We had no cell phones, no texts, just quarters for the call,

At the payphone on the corner, we'd tell our friends it all.

We'd ride our bikes 'til sunset, no helmets on our heads,

The wind in our hair, we'd shout, "This is how freedom spreads!"

Saturday mornings, cartoons ruled the TV screen,

Transformers, He-Man, G.I. Joe, we'd seen them all, we'd been.

Afternoons were for arcades, quarters tight in our fists,

Beating high scores at Pac-Man, we wouldn't settle for the least.

We knew the joy of mixtapes, and the art of VCR,

Recording music off the radio, we were stars, by far.

We learned from "The Breakfast Club," and "Ferris Bueller's Day Off,"

That life was more than just school, it was about to take off.

We played outside 'til dark, street lights our curfew set,

Kickball, tag, or hide and seek, we never had to fret.

Our childhood was analog, our memories pure and true,

Gen X, we grew up wild, our spirits free and new.

So here's to us, the latchkey kids, with mullets and big hair,

We grew up in the greatest time, with heart and soul to spare.

We might be older now, but we've got stories to tell,

Of growing up in the '80s, when life was just swell.

HOW I MADE HOMELESS PERSON FLEE!

 Well welcome to my shit show of my life. 

So story  one (there is more)

So this happened just less than week ago. I actually makes a homeless person want to leave. So i ran into a homeless man. He just want some change for a cigarette. I then wouldn't stop talking. He was trying to end the conversation. I did not get it. I'm so lonely i make homeless people unconfirmed.  Finally he had to say "I really  have to go" 

I'm sure he did not suddenly have something to do.  I made this guy think i gave get the fuck away from me. 

I made a homeless person feet unsafe. 

Taco Bell restaurant opinion

Taco Bell was founded in 1962 by Glen Bell in Downey, California. Initially, Bell operated various food stalls, including Bell's Drive-In, where he sold tacos inspired by those at Mitla Cafe across the street. He opened his first Taco Bell restaurant after experimenting with his own taco recipe. 

RFK JR at Taco Bell 🔔 

Yes I went to taco bell. Yes I know the extreme gas is on its way!

The staff was very nice the pop machine had issues. The staff corrected the issues right away.  I've not gone on one date in five or six years, so i'm not worried about my farts disturbing anyone. If you fart and no one's there to smell it, does it stink?

So might day tour eating Taco Bell do you have a death wish? Yes I have been single 6 years not one date.  Yes I long for the sweet embrace of death.

I give up! So i want tell you a story.

 So I had my suspicions, i hope it wasn't true, but it was true. I i rarely get people message me. One I just made a comment on they're TikTok page. It was acute apple farmer. She was taken over the business from our father. And continue in a third generation of apple farmers. This game my attention, because I grew up an unorchard around apples, pears and cherries. So I started communicating with her, she responded back and I wasn't looking for anything I just want teller. She is scared and I admire the fact that she is third generation farmer. There's there are not many of them left.  So we talked back and forth, she ended up asking for my phone number. And we start texting. She never ask for money.She never asked me to join some other form of communication. She wasn't overly flirty. I thought for once, maybe since it's a new year.Things we're starting to go my way. All her pictures seem to be legit, dealing with apples pairs. This went on for a while. Then I got curious, which I should be from the start. Beautiful woman interested in me. That should have made my first clue.That was a scam. No beautiful woman, attractive women or moderately attracted and went woman has been interested in me in five plus years  so I look more carefully at her profile picture. Her username had a dot before her user name. I can see this because of my vision issues. It turns out someone scammed her profile and all of the pictures emmaid, a new tiktok, same year's name, but a dot before the username. I  since found the real women's account.   I was so careful this time.

I proceeded slowly and carefully.

Just casual talk. She asked for money, shouldn't ask for anything.  I will be alone four the rest my  life. I have dealt with five plus years of scammers and women who doesn't give me a chance.And don't want me, don't want anything to do with me. 

I don't know how long I can deal with this lonely life. It's really unbearable at this point.

  

Dean Winchester

 

 " Sammy please don't let me ride a duck "  The reportedly was not said. Why do i like Supernatural  show?

Solely because of the love between Sam and Dean. That was not remotely the way it was in my family.

I developed friendships to take the place.  So when Supernatural came about it lived vicariously though them. 

That's why I like the show. The ending was crap. It seemed to rushed. Random piece of rebar stabs him.  I would rather seen him  fight with someone in the inpla  ad have him win the fight  but crash the car then Dean dies in the car. Thay could have same goodbye.  Then in Heaven when sees the car again it would mean more.  

I KNOW Ticktock Trump

I know a lot has been said about the TikTok ban. I know many of you are tired of hearing about it. You just want some stability. You want to know if Trump will be able to negotiate a deal to keep TikTok and get it back in app stores.

Do you realize how other countries feel, given the recent US TikTok ban? They are drafting legislation in their own countries for a ban. The truth is, if their countries get a ban, we won't make fun of them or talk behind their backs.

I don't know what's going to happen with the ticktock issue.  I hope for the best.  I would  like Ticktock to be less liberal. I would love  less censorship!