I give up! So i want tell you a story.

 So I had my suspicions, i hope it wasn't true, but it was true. I i rarely get people message me. One I just made a comment on they're TikTok page. It was acute apple farmer. She was taken over the business from our father. And continue in a third generation of apple farmers. This game my attention, because I grew up an unorchard around apples, pears and cherries. So I started communicating with her, she responded back and I wasn't looking for anything I just want teller. She is scared and I admire the fact that she is third generation farmer. There's there are not many of them left.  So we talked back and forth, she ended up asking for my phone number. And we start texting. She never ask for money.She never asked me to join some other form of communication. She wasn't overly flirty. I thought for once, maybe since it's a new year.Things we're starting to go my way. All her pictures seem to be legit, dealing with apples pairs. This went on for a while. Then I got curious, which I should be from the start. Beautiful woman interested in me. That should have made my first clue.That was a scam. No beautiful woman, attractive women or moderately attracted and went woman has been interested in me in five plus years  so I look more carefully at her profile picture. Her username had a dot before her user name. I can see this because of my vision issues. It turns out someone scammed her profile and all of the pictures emmaid, a new tiktok, same year's name, but a dot before the username. I  since found the real women's account.   I was so careful this time.

I proceeded slowly and carefully.

Just casual talk. She asked for money, shouldn't ask for anything.  I will be alone four the rest my  life. I have dealt with five plus years of scammers and women who doesn't give me a chance.And don't want me, don't want anything to do with me. 

I don't know how long I can deal with this lonely life. It's really unbearable at this point.