Thursday, February 27, 2025

The constant rejection



A quote from shakespeare:

> "Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow,
> Creeps in this petty pace from day to day,
> To the last syllable of recorded time;
> And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
> The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!
> Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
> That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
> And then is heard no more. It is a tale
> Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
> Signifying nothing."
 My life is not a bed of roses. No one knows the truth.  Mabey if the rose bush was intact with all the thorns.

I don't tell anyone this become the don't want here it.  I'm never not in pain physically. I keep that knowledge to myself. Cause people can't handle it. And there's nothing they can do. Where's my chiropractic visits i have is the pain tolerable.   
For 5 or 6 years i've tried on and off everything so I can share the good times with someone I want to find that special someone.

Someone to share my dreams with my sorrows.
Eventual someone to love me romantically.  Someone to share my passions with my dreams, and maybe I need accomplish some of them that I can't accomplish on my own. I love my photography and I would love a person. I can go with and pointing out the awesome pictures that I could take, and I i will take.
Someone to cuddle and laugh with and cry with. I want to share they're joy wes and share and accomplishing their goals. 
I spent all last year.
Doing my best to think positively as if I was going to meet that special one last year. That's very positive, is that it?What happened. 
It didn't happen and all my attempts to meet somebody to establish relationship I failed. Now i'm more lonely than I have ever been in my life. I sleep too much because why not.
Every idea that people have come up with, I've done repeatedly over the years. There's nothing new I haven't heard of doing. 
And if someone says it will happen when you least expect it, I'll strangle them. Or the phrase?It will happen in god's time. Or it will happen eventually, you just have to be patient. Or you're such a awesome person, it will happen   no one wants to give me a chance.Do to my situation.   I am no value to single women. 

Wednesday, February 26, 2025

Life at Cannon Beach




For two and a half years of my life—from the time I was twenty-one until I was almost twenty-four—I lived and worked in Cannon Beach, Oregon. It was a great life because I absolutely love the ocean. 

I truly enjoyed the crashing waves, the sound of the annoying seagulls, the walks on the beach, and just exploring everything about it. Whenever I was down or crying, the sound of the waves at night always brought comfort.


There were bonfires, sing-alongs, and walks by myself or with fellow employees and friends. I have so many stories from that time, and it will always go down in my heart as one of the best eras of my life. If I could go there right now, I would. It honestly pains me to be stuck so far away from it now.
I first fell in love with Cannon Beach when I saw *The Goonies* way back in 1985. I had never actually seen the ocean in person until I was eighteen, on a trip to Cannon Beach

 with my father and mother. How awestruck I was when I first saw the beach firsthand is a story for a different time, but there were so many different seasons to experience there.
Summer was the most unusual season of all. I saw things I never thought I'd see routinely, like people sunbathing topless, whether they had a good figure or a bad one.


Then, one evening just after sunset, when the sun had gone down but there was still enough light to see, I was walking along a pretty remote section of the beach. In the distance, I saw two women set something down and start running toward the ocean. That sort of thing was pretty common, but as I got closer, I noticed something else. Even though the light was fading, I could see them clearly. They held hands as they dashed into the water to take a plunge—which is incredibly cold, even in the summertime.


As I got nearer, I realized they had stripped down entirely. Naked in the surf, they held each other and started giving each other lots of kisses. At that point, I didn't want to intrude on whatever came next. I turned right around and walked the other way to give those two lovers their privacy to enjoy their naked, kissing game in the ocean. I just headed back to my dorm room, and that was that. It's just one of those unique things you witness when you're living in Cannon Beach.




Tuesday, February 25, 2025

The Wolf man review

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Leigh Whannell’s Wolf Man, unleashed in January 2025, claws its way into the modern horror landscape with a bold, if uneven, reimagining of the Universal Monster classic. Starring Christopher Abbott as Blake, a San Francisco family man unraveling under a lupine curse, the film trades the gothic romance of 1941 for a grim cocktail of body horror and domestic dread. Abbott’s descent—

marked by shedding nails and sprouting feral menace—is the beating heart of this beast, channeling a Lon Chaney Jr.-esque melancholy that’s as haunting as it is grotesque. Julia Garner, as his strained wife Charlotte, grapples with a role that feels frustratingly underwritten, her usual fire dimmed by a script that can’t quite decide if she’s a survivor or a bystander. Their daughter Ginger (Matilda Firth) adds a flicker of innocence, but the family dynamic never fully howls with the resonance it promises.

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Whannell, fresh off the sharp brilliance of The Invisible Man, infuses this reboot with a slow-burn tension and a visceral transformation sequence that’s equal parts Cronenberg and car crash—you can’t look away, even if you want to. Yet, where his prior triumph wove terror with thematic heft, Wolf Man stumbles, its paws caught between creature-feature thrills and half-baked musings on trauma and masculinity. The practical effects are a snarling triumph, but the titular monster’s design—more mangy mountain man than majestic wolf—feels like a missed opportunity to truly chill the spine. Released in the bleak midwinter of January, it’s a film that’s neither a howling success nor a complete misfire, settling instead into a murky middle ground. For all its ambition, Wolf Man leaves you admiring the bite marks without ever feeling the full force of the beast.

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This take reflects a critic’s perspective, balancing praise for its performances and horror elements with disappointment in its narrative depth and creature design, aligning with the mixed reception noted in early reviews.

The Monkey






My thoughts on the movie  "The Monkey "

Well i went in thinking it was a strait horror movie. I soon realized it was a horror comedy. It was  reminiscent of final destination movies.  It was a bit campy  vibe. 
Did I like it?  Yes would I watch it again?  No it was one those movies you only watch once. 
I was completely in shock  when I realize. This was a dark comedy.  
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Fred Meyer

 

So being part blind.  And by vision made wore my lights.And having anxiety around people. I b m l c with people crisscross in front of me and sometimes me hating them, and I can't say what's really going on that?I'm not rude, I just can't see them, they're moving too fast. I'm like AT Rex.

 I can only see you if you're  MOVING.

You know all seriousness, my vision is bad. Hopefully in place with people moving quickly around me from every direction is very stressful, and then my anxiety. And in fact, I get tired easily, and the lighting makes it worse. At least for us and lightings.. i was doing all my grocery shopping online. Having delivered, but um, the total fees on doing that. Make your bill like fifteen dollars higher. I've got better rarely to leave my cart and ran to the drawer in the panic to attack. I just routine the stop and get one of those to display.Couches sit on it. Then when they, if they choose to move something to a different aisle, it makes me insane cause I when I get the new pattern of where things are, they switch them. It's frustrating cause there's no outward sign. Firm disabled have a site problem they don't have a sign for 😕 that.. 

TRUMP TUESDAY






.A Month of Momentum: President Donald Trump’s Early Accomplishments in His Second Term
It’s been just over a month since Donald J. Trump was sworn in as the 47th President of the United States on January 20, 2025, marking his triumphant return to the White House for a second, non-consecutive term. In true Trump fashion, he’s hit the ground running, delivering a flurry of actions that have already begun reshaping America’s trajectory. From border security to economic policy, here’s a look at what President Trump has accomplished in his first 30 days—and what it might mean for the road ahead.
Securing the Border: A Top Priority
One of Trump’s hallmark campaign promises has always been a strong stance on immigration, and he’s wasted no time delivering. Reports indicate a dramatic drop in illegal border crossings—some sources claim as much as 87%—thanks to swift policy changes and enforcement measures. Mass deportations of individuals with criminal records have begun, targeting gang members, rapists, and even a suspected terrorist, according to early administration statements. The U.S. Army has been deployed to the southern border, signaling a muscular approach to tackling cartels and illegal immigration. For supporters, this is a restoration of law and order; for critics, it’s a controversial escalation. Either way, it’s a bold start.
Economic Moves: Tariffs, Trade, and Wealth Funds
Trump’s economic agenda is taking shape with a mix of familiar tactics and ambitious new ideas. He’s slapped 25% tariffs on imports from Canada and Mexico, effective February 1, aiming to pressure allies into aligning with U.S. interests and boosting domestic production. A proposed 100% tariff on BRICS nations (Brazil, Russia, India, China, South Africa) has raised eyebrows, potentially impacting global trade dynamics and American consumers alike. Meanwhile, whispers of a sovereign wealth fund suggest Trump is thinking big about investing in America’s future, though details remain sparse. On the flip side, his administration has pulled the U.S. out of the Paris Climate Agreement and the World Health Organization, moves he frames as slashing wasteful spending and reclaiming national sovereignty.
Executive Orders: A Blitz of Change
If there’s one thing Trump excels at, it’s wielding the power of the pen. In his first week alone, he reportedly signed over 300 executive actions—more than any recent predecessor in their first 100 days. These orders have touched everything from renaming the Gulf of Mexico to the “Gulf of America” (a symbolic flex) to banning gender transitions for those under 19 and ending birthright citizenship for children of undocumented immigrants and some legal visa holders. He’s also pardoned over 1,500 supporters tied to the January 6 Capitol riot, a move that’s sparked fierce debate but cemented his loyalty to his base. DEI (diversity, equity, and inclusion) programs in the military and federal government? Gone. Men in women’s sports? Banned. It’s a rapid-fire rollback of progressive policies, cheered by conservatives and decried by opponents as draconian.
Foreign Policy: Deals and Drama
Internationally, Trump’s already stirring the pot. He’s claimed credit for brokering a Lebanon-Israel peace deal, though specifics are still emerging. His comments blaming Ukraine’s President Volodymyr Zelenskyy for starting the war with Russia have ignited a war of words, with Zelenskyy accusing Trump of living in a “Russian disinformation space.” Meanwhile, Putin’s envoy has signaled openness to economic cooperation with the U.S., hinting at “major deals” Trump teased on social media. Closer to home, Trump’s quips about Canada becoming the 51st state—caught on a hot mic by Prime Minister Justin Trudeau—suggest he’s not afraid to ruffle feathers among allies.
Shaking Up the Government
Back in Washington, Trump’s tapped Elon Musk to lead a cost-cutting crusade, targeting the federal workforce. An email demanding employees justify their jobs or face resignation has caused chaos, with agencies like the FBI and Pentagon telling staff to hold off on replying, while Musk warns of firings. Over at USAID, 1,600 jobs are slated for elimination, and the agency’s signage has already been ripped down. Trump’s also fired top Pentagon brass, including Joint Chiefs Chairman C.Q. Brown, in a historic shakeup. It’s all part of his “shock and awe” approach to draining the swamp—though polls show Americans are split, with 52% worried he’s overreaching.
Making History, One Event at a Time
Never one to shy away from the spotlight, Trump became the first sitting president to attend the Super Bowl on February 9, 2025, watching the Kansas City Chiefs face the Philadelphia Eagles in New Orleans. It’s a small but symbolic milestone, blending his love of spectacle with his presidential duties. Add in quirky moves like releasing JFK assassination files and ending Anthony Fauci’s security detail, and it’s clear Trump’s keeping things lively.
What’s Next?
At the one-month mark, Trump’s approval rating hovers around 44%, per recent polls, with 51% disapproving—a polarizing start, but better than his first term’s lows. His base is thrilled with the pace; detractors are scrambling to keep up. Inflation remains a weak spot—only 32% approve of his handling of it so far—but if stock market highs and border stats are any indication, he’s banking on tangible wins to shift the narrative.
President Trump promised a “golden age” in his inaugural address, calling January 20 “liberation day.” Whether you see this as a restoration of American greatness or a reckless power grab, one thing’s certain: he’s moving fast, and the world is watching. What do you think—too much, too soon, or just what America needs? Let’s hear your take in the comments!

Monday thoughts

 



Good 🌄 All!

I know i have not posted in awhile.  I realize  that I forgotten stuff with my strokes.  I had  great fun in my Childhood.  

One benefits of my blog is I can tell  my children story's  and I forget they will be there.

Of course with my childhood there's some story's can't be told.

You know the story's you want to tell but  you not sure.