My thoughts 2

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 So a did not realize how bad my anxiety is now.  

I had appointment  i but just the thought of the appointment. I canceled it. 

I still get nightmares  about driving and crashing. I don't like cars. When I have ride in them my heart race really high. 

I want a girlfriend but I  know I will be shaking the first date like a leaf 🍃 

I still want one. I hope she's not a race car driver !  Do women drive race cars?

The things gets me is the depression 🫥 

That's a hard one. The loneliness 😔  

Not even a guy friend to have a beer while  ugg.